15 Steps, then a Sheer Drop

"How come I end up where I started? How come I end up where I went wrong?" I can't shake the feeling that somehow I've been here before. All is back to normal. Or as "normal" as I get. And yet I still have this weird feeling of deja vu. I guess sometimes I wonder if the storm is really over or if I'm just sitting in the eye of the hurricane.

I need to remind myself success isn't always measured by winning the game. Success is surviving to play again tomorrow.